A glass of wine a day keeps the psychiatrist away

Just kidding. Tonight I enjoyed my first glass of wine in over 10 months and I feel so guilty. Landon is asleep and it's literally not even considered a glass it's so small

but I still just feel so bad about doing it while he's around. I DESERVE THIS DAMN GLASS OF WINE AFTER PUSHING A HUMAN OUT OF ME OKAY? OK. In all seriousness though, did any of you other first time mommies out there feel guilty about drinking around your little one?