They are days that are supposed to be special.
Days to be remembered.
Instead of them being that, they are days filled with sadness.
Sadness because his dad wasn't there to experience his first something.
Sadness because Landon is so sweet and pure and just innocent and he doesn't even know his dad isn't there.
He doesn't even really know his dad.
And that makes me so so sad.
Sad for Landon.
Sad for his dad because he is missing out on so many special moments and for what reason I do not know.
Maybe he just really doesn't want to be around me.
Regardless, you should go above and beyond, you should do anything if it means being able to share a special moment with your baby.
If it means that you get to spend time with him.
Holidays just aren't good for me.
I wish that weren't true.
"Happy" Fourth everyone.
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