Rant//

As much as I would like to be angry at you and hateful towards you for not being there, I can't and I won't. 

I am going to be understanding.

I am going to be kind.

I am going to be compassionate and I am going to give you the opportunity when and if you are ready to know your son and to be apart of his life.

I know you're scared.

I was scared too.

I hope the best for you.

I hope you find yourself and your purpose in life. 

I found mine.

It is to be a mother. 

A mentor.

A provider.

A lover.

Please don't miss out on the wonderful life you and I created. 

He's pretty amazing.

I can promise you that.